Ephedrine? I’ve heard too many bad story about that stuff! People were talking about that on talk shows and one guy in particular, became paralyzed on his whole left side and he was someone who use to work out in a gym. They even took it off the market and it’s been all over the news!
If you’re going to spend that kind of money to buy it, you may as well spend the money getting off of it by getting professional help. I would suggest you talk to someone you know who might have connections for you to get help in your local area. If you really want to quit, make some phone calls and ask questions.
You’re probably going to need to stay clear of anyone who will tempt you when you’re trying to quit. That’s when you’ll want it the most.
Good Luck! I hope you get free from it.

No, you are not alone. The addiciton is mostly psychological. This drug is very hard on your heart and circulatory system. Too much can cause you to be very paranoid. Get some help. This qualifies you for drug rehab!! You are taking an ingredient of homemade meth!!!

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you are not alone out there. but you need to get off of it. the safest way would be to go to a doctor/clinic and talk with them some drugs are much harder to wean off of than others and cause different side effects. i would suspect (not a doctor here) its both physical and psycological. like said you need to get some input/help. the mental resource center in your town can refer you to a place that deals with addictions.