im 17 nearly 18 iv been smoking cannabis since 13 and its become very frequent in the last 2 or 3 years..basically been stoned 24/7 for that time..i quit last week but im literally going insane without it and getting drunk instead..cant sleep at all..having hot and cold flashes..im having violent irrational moodswings..breaking down in tears for no reason..it kept my mood under control..now i have nothing to do that i feel like i should go back on it?..im going to rehab in 3weeks time but it seems impossible to imagine no substances for 6weeks?..iv been diagnosed with depression and anxiety..but have never felt it up until iv quit..i know im self medicating but it really does work..it has its down sides..can make me very paranoid..and i cant smoke it in social situations..i really dont believe cannabis is good for anyone..but im not so sure about my case..iv tried anti depressants..they make me worse..this seems to be the only thing that works..to quit or not to quit?
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