
im starting a new, giving up alcohol. i knew i had a problem but never addressed it. i told myself i could kick the habit on my own, without any ones help. it’s been 5 years since my dui. 2 1/2 years since it ruined my relationship with my ex. and a week since it almost tore the one man that loved me unconditionally out of my life. i admit i need help. i have a meeting with a counselor in a week. im seeking the correct methods to breaking an addiction. im seeking peace, love and happiness.
when i drink i become an evil devil girl and i don’t give a flying fuck about anyone or anything. how do i get like that you say? i drink fast, really really fast. and i don’t stop either. not knowing your limits mixed with a belligerent-foul mouth & attitude is not pretty. i am ashamed of myself and i don’t ever want another “episode” ever again. from this day forth, i go sober. and i never look back.
any one in a similar situation as myself? please i’d like to hear about it. thoughts? are personal transformations for the greater human being possible? what did you do to be a better person?
xo
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