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Question by givemsm2: Why does Scientology believe human problems as having being originated by the evil galactic overlord, Xen?
Operating Thetan (OT) documents of the Church of Scientology
“One: Walk around and counts bodies until you have a cognition. Make a report saying how many you counted and your cognition. Two: Note several large and small female bodies until you have a cognition. Note it down. Three: Note several large and several small male bodies until you have a cognition. Note it down. Four: Final a tight packed crowd of people. Write it as a crowd and then as individuals until you have a cognition. Note it down. Do step over until you do.”

Hubbard then goes on to explain OT2, but before he does so, he tells the Churches how to keep Scientology working. One way is to not divulge information on their “technology.” Doing so, says Hubbard, would result in “the complete destruction of all our work.”

“On the other hand there have been thousands and thousands of suggestions and writings which, if accepted and acted upon, would have resulted in the complete destruction of all our work. Our technology has not been discovered by a group. True, if the group had not supported me in many ways, I could not have discovered it either. But it remains that if in its formative stages it was not discovered by a group, then group efforts, one can safely assume, will not add to it or successfully alter it in the future,” states Hubbard in a confidential letter dated February 7, 1965.

Hubbard also goes on to say that “man has never before evolved workable mental technology and emphasizing it is the vicious technology he did evolve—psychiatry, psychology, surgery, shock treatment, whips, duress, punishment, etc., ad infinitum.” Hubbard also says that “war, famine, agony and disease has been the lot of Man” and that Man “has been what has made Earth a Hell—and if you were looking for Hell and found Earth, it would certainly serve.”

Hubbard calls those ‘men’ “SP Body Thetans” or those who “are out of valance” and who are “stuck to another thetan or body but is not in control” with Scientology. Some he says are even “psychotic, serve faces and have fixed ideas” which “inhibits recovery.” Thetan is derived from the Greek word “Theta” which means “thought or life.”

“An individual being such as a man is a thetan, he is not a body and he does not think because he has no brain,” states Hubbard.

It is not until ‘OT3′ when you learn the true beginning of Scientology. In Hubbard’s own hand written notes, he begins to describe a series of “76 planets [orbiting] around larger stars founded 95,000,000 years ago” which he says “are visible from here [Earth].”

From those planets, which were over populated by “about 250 million per planet,” came a “head of the Galactic Federation” named Xenu who solved the overpopulation by sending mass amounts of his people to Earth somewhere between “75,000,000 and 4 qadrillion [Sic] years ago.” Hubbard says that he brought them to Earth and dropped them off inside volcanoes on an island he describes as Hawaii in the Pacific Ocean. Xenu then captured the ones who escaped after 36 days and exploded the remaining individuals with a hydrogen bomb. Xenu was later “captured after six years of battle” and Earth had since become a “desert.”

It is also said at this level, an implant, in what Hubbard calls an “engram” will be given in which the individual can “see pictures.” However these pictures are not to be “stuck” or permanent.

At ‘OT4′ individuals are allegedly rid of illegal and legal drugs. Documents state that addicts are not treated with drugs, but simply not given anything.

“As drugs and drug incidents have been so common on the whole track, to simply generally ask for drugs or drug incidents when dealing with BTs and clusters, could cause a total restim,” states the document which then says that individuals are made to wait out the effects of the drugs. Another process used to try and stop drug use is to “take any previously given Drug somatic items, or newly list any additional items connected with reading drugs, medicines, etc., and assess for reading somatic item.” Hubbard insists that these methods are proven effective.

‘OT5′ is when individuals learn about the “physical universe, not the laws of physical scientists, but the basic considerations about Matter, Energy, Space and Time,” states Hubbard.

At ‘OT6′ you allegedly learn telepathy and ‘OT7′is the “rehabilitation of ability to project intention.”

The final level, ‘OT8′, you are to “have full certainty and, therefore, perception on all” of your issues. According to Hubbard, the ‘OT8′ manuals are supposed to stay aboard the Free Winds Scientology ship which has heavy security because nothing is supposed to leave the ship. Despite that, Hubbard himself claims to have smuggled out his own ‘OT8′ instructions for the “elite” Scientologists.

“I am breaking security as I disagree that this should only be released to an elite in Scientology. I do, however, ask it not be released to psyches or ‘squirrels’ or anyone who will break the Independent Security Network and allow it to get back to the Church of Scientology. It would be best if they do not find out that we have it. Please treat this data responsibly. It is the key to the only truth possible,” said Hubbard in regards to his ‘OT8′ instructions

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Question by givemsm2: Why does Scientology believe human problems as having been originated by the evil galactic overlord, Xenu?
Operating Thetan (OT) documents of the Church of Scientology

“One: Walk around and counts bodies until you have a cognition. Make a report saying how many you counted and your cognition. Two: Note several large and small female bodies until you have a cognition. Note it down. Three: Note several large and several small male bodies until you have a cognition. Note it down. Four: Final a tight packed crowd of people. Write it as a crowd and then as individuals until you have a cognition. Note it down. Do step over until you do.”

Hubbard then goes on to explain OT2, but before he does so, he tells the Churches how to keep Scientology working. One way is to not divulge information on their “technology.” Doing so, says Hubbard, would result in “the complete destruction of all our work.”

“On the other hand there have been thousands and thousands of suggestions and writings which, if accepted and acted upon, would have resulted in the complete destruction of all our work. Our technology has not been discovered by a group. True, if the group had not supported me in many ways, I could not have discovered it either. But it remains that if in its formative stages it was not discovered by a group, then group efforts, one can safely assume, will not add to it or successfully alter it in the future,” states Hubbard in a confidential letter dated February 7, 1965.

Hubbard also goes on to say that “man has never before evolved workable mental technology and emphasizing it is the vicious technology he did evolve—psychiatry, psychology, surgery, shock treatment, whips, duress, punishment, etc., ad infinitum.” Hubbard also says that “war, famine, agony and disease has been the lot of Man” and that Man “has been what has made Earth a Hell—and if you were looking for Hell and found Earth, it would certainly serve.”

Hubbard calls those ‘men’ “SP Body Thetans” or those who “are out of valance” and who are “stuck to another thetan or body but is not in control” with Scientology. Some he says are even “psychotic, serve faces and have fixed ideas” which “inhibits recovery.” Thetan is derived from the Greek word “Theta” which means “thought or life.”

“An individual being such as a man is a thetan, he is not a body and he does not think because he has no brain,” states Hubbard.

It is not until ‘OT3′ when you learn the true beginning of Scientology. In Hubbard’s own hand written notes, he begins to describe a series of “76 planets [orbiting] around larger stars founded 95,000,000 years ago” which he says “are visible from here [Earth].”

From those planets, which were over populated by “about 250 million per planet,” came a “head of the Galactic Federation” named Xenu who solved the overpopulation by sending mass amounts of his people to Earth somewhere between “75,000,000 and 4 qadrillion [Sic] years ago.” Hubbard says that he brought them to Earth and dropped them off inside volcanoes on an island he describes as Hawaii in the Pacific Ocean. Xenu then captured the ones who escaped after 36 days and exploded the remaining individuals with a hydrogen bomb. Xenu was later “captured after six years of battle” and Earth had since become a “desert.”

It is also said at this level, an implant, in what Hubbard calls an “engram” will be given in which the individual can “see pictures.” However these pictures are not to be “stuck” or permanent.

At ‘OT4′ individuals are allegedly rid of illegal and legal drugs. Documents state that addicts are not treated with drugs, but simply not given anything.

“As drugs and drug incidents have been so common on the whole track, to simply generally ask for drugs or drug incidents when dealing with BTs and clusters, could cause a total restim,” states the document which then says that individuals are made to wait out the effects of the drugs. Another process used to try and stop drug use is to “take any previously given Drug somatic items, or newly list any additional items connected with reading drugs, medicines, etc., and assess for reading somatic item.” Hubbard insists that these methods are proven effective.

‘OT5′ is when individuals learn about the “physical universe, not the laws of physical scientists, but the basic considerations about Matter, Energy, Space and Time,” states Hubbard.

At ‘OT6′ you allegedly learn telepathy and ‘OT7′is the “rehabilitation of ability to project intention.”

The final level, ‘OT8′, you are to “have full certainty and, therefore, perception on all” of your issues. According to Hubbard, the ‘OT8′ manuals are supposed to stay aboard the Free Winds Scientology ship which has heavy security because nothing is supposed to leave the ship. Despite that, Hubbard himself claims to have smuggled out his own ‘OT8′ instructions for the “elite” Scientologists.

“I am breaking security as I disagree that this should only be released to an elite in Scientology. I do, however, ask it not be released to psyches or ‘squirrels’ or anyone who will break the Independent Security Network and allow it to get back to the Church of Scientology. It would be best if they do not find out that we have it. Please treat this data responsibly. It is the key to the only truth possible,” said Hubbard in regards to his ‘OT8′ instructions

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Question by Jocelynn M: When you go to a methadone clinic does it forever stay on your record that you had past drug problems.?
I live in a small town, although anything you say or do in a doctors office is supposed to be completely confidential for those of you who also live in little towns your know how word about absolutley anything and everything can get around to your friends and most importantly..your family. Anyways, i have an oxycontin problem, i want to get off and only need a dose or 2 of methadone to kick the withdrawls for a couple days and im free!! sooo although the clinic is out of town, i see a doctor here in my home town all the time for depression, he is also my familys doctor and i want to know if i go to this clinic will it then show up to my regular doctor that i am going there and apparently have a drug problem….?? My addiction is not known to anyone but me and i cant have my family or anyone else finding out my secret. Does anyone know the answer??

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Answer by KRISTY H
the doctor is not legally allowed to give out private information without risk of lawsuit. So if you do not want anyone to know the doctor has to keep it confidential. I would tell him that you do not want anyone else to know. Also you might want to consider NA meetings. Addiction is not just something that goes away. I wish you the best of luck.

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First off i want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me some advice. I’m having an extremely tough time with this, its starting to get the best of me and make me feel like i don’t even want to live anymore.
Anyways, my dad is really tough acting towards me by the way he talks to me and all that. He says all the time i need to be reminded of my F**K ups everyday and how i f**ked everything i’ve ever done up and that’s all i’m gonna continue to do. That i’m never gonna make anything out of myself. There’s so much more he says to me that really brings me down, but i don’t want to bore you all with all that, he just basically makes me feel like committing suicide about everyday.
Now with the big part….I am not afraid to admit i have a problem now. I became addicted to pain pills. I’m 26 now and i became addicted probably around the age of 20 or so. I really want to get help, i want to quit this for good and never look back at it. I’m so serious about quitting, its something i really want…But i dont know what to do. I have a friend who is 30 and he went thru the same thing i did with the addiction. He went to the Dr. a while back and got on suboxone and is now doing wonderful, he’s really came a long way with it. And that’s what i want to do, so last night i tried to talk to my dad and asked him to please have an open mind and not put me down and please just listen. Well i told him about my addiction and how bad i wanted help cause i wanted to quit and try to go back to the person i know i am that i once was before all this. And then he started saying i wasn’t nothing but a dopehead and all i want to do is go take a bunch of other pills to get off pills and get addicted to them. He said if i was a man that i could do it without the help, that all i might do is sweat a lil bit for a few days then i’ll be fine, that i’m just trying to get someone to feel sorry for me. See, my car is not working right now. So i don’t have a vehicle at the moment. He said too last night that i’m probably just doing this so he’ll fix my car because if i try to go get help then i’ll be whining about not having a car and not being able to go to the dr. He said too that all i’ll be doing then is trying to go out and hang out with my friends all the time when i need to be sitting my a** here and not leaving the house. He says me getting help is just money wasted, and that i’m just trying to get extra money out of him and just blow more of his money for nothing.

I just dont know what to do now. I want to stop all this sooo bad, i’m ready to quit all this, its gotten to the point where its tore me all to pieces. I’ve never wanted to stop something so bad in my life as i do this. But i dont know where to turn now because of the way he’s made me feel and the things he’s said to me. If i don’t get help i’m just gonna get worse and worse taking stuff. But i’m so serious about quitting now and never taking another one. Can anyone please give me some good advice on what to do and how to approach this? I feel so lost and lonely and like i have no where or no one to turn to. If i’m gonna beat this addiction, its gonna be hard to do alone. I’m obviously not gonna have his support. He just wants to keep putting me down and making me feel terrible all the time.
If anyone has any instant messengers please add me so i can just talk to someone…. My msn is jeremyb6@hotmail.com yahoo is topdawg_9
and aol/aim is tpdwg7

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First off i want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me some advice. I’m having an extremely tough time with this, its starting to get the best of me and make me feel like i don’t even want to live anymore.
Anyways, my dad is really tough acting towards me by the way he talks to me and all that. He says all the time i need to be reminded of my F**K ups everyday and how i f**ked everything i’ve ever done up and that’s all i’m gonna continue to do. That i’m never gonna make anything out of myself. There’s so much more he says to me that really brings me down, but i don’t want to bore you all with all that, he just basically makes me feel like committing suicide about everyday.
Now with the big part….I am not afraid to admit i have a problem now. I became addicted to pain pills. I’m 26 now and i became addicted probably around the age of 20 or so. I really want to get help, i want to quit this for good and never look back at it. I’m so serious about quitting, its something i really want…But i dont know what to do. I have a friend who is 30 and he went thru the same thing i did with the addiction. He went to the Dr. a while back and got on suboxone and is now doing wonderful, he’s really came a long way with it. And that’s what i want to do, so last night i tried to talk to my dad and asked him to please have an open mind and not put me down and please just listen. Well i told him about my addiction and how bad i wanted help cause i wanted to quit and try to go back to the person i know i am that i once was before all this. And then he started saying i wasn’t nothing but a dopehead and all i want to do is go take a bunch of other pills to get off pills and get addicted to them. He said if i was a man that i could do it without the help, that all i might do is sweat a lil bit for a few days then i’ll be fine, that i’m just trying to get someone to feel sorry for me. See, my car is not working right now. So i don’t have a vehicle at the moment. He said too last night that i’m probably just doing this so he’ll fix my car because if i try to go get help then i’ll be whining about not having a car and not being able to go to the dr. He said too that all i’ll be doing then is trying to go out and hang out with my friends all the time when i need to be sitting my a** here and not leaving the house. He says me getting help is just money wasted, and that i’m just trying to get extra money out of him and just blow more of his money for nothing.

I just dont know what to do now. I want to stop all this sooo bad, i’m ready to quit all this, its gotten to the point where its tore me all to pieces. I’ve never wanted to stop something so bad in my life as i do this. But i dont know where to turn now because of the way he’s made me feel and the things he’s said to me. If i don’t get help i’m just gonna get worse and worse taking stuff. But i’m so serious about quitting now and never taking another one. Can anyone please give me some good advice on what to do and how to approach this? I feel so lost and lonely and like i have no where or no one to turn to. If i’m gonna beat this addiction, its gonna be hard to do alone. I’m obviously not gonna have his support. He just wants to keep putting me down and making me feel terrible all the time.
If anyone has any instant messengers please add me so i can just talk to someone…. My msn is jeremyb6@hotmail.com yahoo is topdawg_9
and aol/aim is tpdwg7

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First off i want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me some advice. I’m having an extremely tough time with this, its starting to get the best of me and make me feel like i don’t even want to live anymore.
Anyways, my dad is really tough acting towards me by the way he talks to me and all that. He says all the time i need to be reminded of my F**K ups everyday and how i f**ked everything i’ve ever done up and that’s all i’m gonna continue to do. That i’m never gonna make anything out of myself. There’s so much more he says to me that really brings me down, but i don’t want to bore you all with all that, he just basically makes me feel like committing suicide about everyday.
Now with the big part….I am not afraid to admit i have a problem now. I became addicted to pain pills. I’m 26 now and i became addicted probably around the age of 20 or so. I really want to get help, i want to quit this for good and never look back at it. I’m so serious about quitting, its something i really want…But i dont know what to do. I have a friend who is 30 and he went thru the same thing i did with the addiction. He went to the Dr. a while back and got on suboxone and is now doing wonderful, he’s really came a long way with it. And that’s what i want to do, so last night i tried to talk to my dad and asked him to please have an open mind and not put me down and please just listen. Well i told him about my addiction and how bad i wanted help cause i wanted to quit and try to go back to the person i know i am that i once was before all this. And then he started saying i wasn’t nothing but a dopehead and all i want to do is go take a bunch of other pills to get off pills and get addicted to them. He said if i was a man that i could do it without the help, that all i might do is sweat a lil bit for a few days then i’ll be fine, that i’m just trying to get someone to feel sorry for me. See, my car is not working right now. So i don’t have a vehicle at the moment. He said too last night that i’m probably just doing this so he’ll fix my car because if i try to go get help then i’ll be whining about not having a car and not being able to go to the dr. He said too that all i’ll be doing then is trying to go out and hang out with my friends all the time when i need to be sitting my a** here and not leaving the house. He says me getting help is just money wasted, and that i’m just trying to get extra money out of him and just blow more of his money for nothing.

I just dont know what to do now. I want to stop all this sooo bad, i’m ready to quit all this, its gotten to the point where its tore me all to pieces. I’ve never wanted to stop something so bad in my life as i do this. But i dont know where to turn now because of the way he’s made me feel and the things he’s said to me. If i don’t get help i’m just gonna get worse and worse taking stuff. But i’m so serious about quitting now and never taking another one. Can anyone please give me some good advice on what to do and how to approach this? I feel so lost and lonely and like i have no where or no one to turn to. If i’m gonna beat this addiction, its gonna be hard to do alone. I’m obviously not gonna have his support. He just wants to keep putting me down and making me feel terrible all the time.
I’m not using this addiction as a crutch, and its like my parents don’t want me out of the house. I have screwed everything up like school and jobs i have had because of this problem and now it is time to put it down and start over. My family is a well known family around the county, its a very small county though, but my mom is an elected official of the county, she’s probably the most respected lady in our county. I would love to get out on my own right now but i just dont know where to start. I have a nice 03 mustang but it has some problems that need to be fixed and i don’t have a dime to my name to fix it. I have to have that before i can go to work anywhere or anything. I just keep on digging myself a deeper hole because of this addiction. But i’m sooo ready to give it up and start my life. I was such a respected guy, a very likeable person, and, not trying to sound conceited, but a really good looking guy. I’ve had alot of girls in the past, but i’ve gone to hell becauseofthis.
If anyone has any instant messengers please add me so i can just talk to someone…. My msn is jeremyb6@hotmail.com yahoo is topdawg_9
and aol/aim is tpdwg7
alright….i figured i’d add a lil more for Aldo4olives and try to explain a lil more i guess….Yes my mother is a great mother, she is, like i said probably the most respected woman in the county. She is an elected official and runs for office every 4 years and has been in office for the past 20 and only 1 time has she had anyone even try to run against her. She was chosen as grand marshall of the xmas parade this past xmas….She would do anything to help me, and tonight she came in and told me that Monday she is gonna take me to a dr to get the help i need. She just says my dad doesn’t think i’m serious about all this, he says i’m just saying all this crap to get them to feel sorry for me and pay me out of debt. It is hard to get a job here, we have the highest unemployment rate in the state. I live in a very small place, the closests places with rehabs or meetings or anything of that nature is about 2 hours away.
My dad does want me sittin at home, he said that way he knows what i’m doing. He threatens to have me picked up by the cops every time i try to leave the house for anything basically. Anyone who calls the house for me, even if it was like the best kid in town, he starts questioning them and pretty much embarrasses the shit out of me…My friend came today to get me so we could go fishing and when he got out of the car to walk up to the door he said he turned right back around and waited in the car because of my dad. He heard him cussing and yelling at me pretty loudly and bad. He heard him calling me a fuck up and a dopehead and saying the only dr who would prescribe a pill to quit an addiction is a pill pushing dr and anyone who has told me that stuff would help me is obviously a pill popping dopehead or some pill pusher trying to get me to buy another pill.But anyways i’m hoping to stop all this,my mom told me tonight monday we’re going so im sooexcited about that! thanks everyone!!

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First off i want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me some advice. I’m having an extremely tough time with this, its starting to get the best of me and make me feel like i don’t even want to live anymore.
Anyways, my dad is really tough acting towards me by the way he talks to me and all that. He says all the time i need to be reminded of my F**K ups everyday and how i f**ked everything i’ve ever done up and that’s all i’m gonna continue to do. That i’m never gonna make anything out of myself. There’s so much more he says to me that really brings me down, but i don’t want to bore you all with all that, he just basically makes me feel like committing suicide about everyday.
Now with the big part….I am not afraid to admit i have a problem now. I became addicted to pain pills. I’m 26 now and i became addicted probably around the age of 20 or so. I really want to get help, i want to quit this for good and never look back at it. I’m so serious about quitting, its something i really want…But i dont know what to do. I have a friend who is 30 and he went thru the same thing i did with the addiction. He went to the Dr. a while back and got on suboxone and is now doing wonderful, he’s really came a long way with it. And that’s what i want to do, so last night i tried to talk to my dad and asked him to please have an open mind and not put me down and please just listen. Well i told him about my addiction and how bad i wanted help cause i wanted to quit and try to go back to the person i know i am that i once was before all this. And then he started saying i wasn’t nothing but a dopehead and all i want to do is go take a bunch of other pills to get off pills and get addicted to them. He said if i was a man that i could do it without the help, that all i might do is sweat a lil bit for a few days then i’ll be fine, that i’m just trying to get someone to feel sorry for me. See, my car is not working right now. So i don’t have a vehicle at the moment. He said too last night that i’m probably just doing this so he’ll fix my car because if i try to go get help then i’ll be whining about not having a car and not being able to go to the dr. He said too that all i’ll be doing then is trying to go out and hang out with my friends all the time when i need to be sitting my a** here and not leaving the house. He says me getting help is just money wasted, and that i’m just trying to get extra money out of him and just blow more of his money for nothing.

I just dont know what to do now. I want to stop all this sooo bad, i’m ready to quit all this, its gotten to the point where its tore me all to pieces. I’ve never wanted to stop something so bad in my life as i do this. But i dont know where to turn now because of the way he’s made me feel and the things he’s said to me. If i don’t get help i’m just gonna get worse and worse taking stuff. But i’m so serious about quitting now and never taking another one. Can anyone please give me some good advice on what to do and how to approach this? I feel so lost and lonely and like i have no where or no one to turn to. If i’m gonna beat this addiction, its gonna be hard to do alone. I’m obviously not gonna have his support. He just wants to keep putting me down and making me feel terrible all the time.
I’m not using this addiction as a crutch, and its like my parents don’t want me out of the house. I have screwed everything up like school and jobs i have had because of this problem and now it is time to put it down and start over. My family is a well known family around the county, its a very small county though, but my mom is an elected official of the county, she’s probably the most respected lady in our county. I would love to get out on my own right now but i just dont know where to start. I have a nice 03 mustang but it has some problems that need to be fixed and i don’t have a dime to my name to fix it. I have to have that before i can go to work anywhere or anything. I just keep on digging myself a deeper hole because of this addiction. But i’m sooo ready to give it up and start my life. I was such a respected guy, a very likeable person, and, not trying to sound conceited, but a really good looking guy. I’ve had alot of girls in the past, but i’ve gone to hell becauseofthis.
If anyone has any instant messengers please add me so i can just talk to someone…. My msn is jeremyb6@hotmail.com yahoo is topdawg_9
and aol/aim is tpdwg7
alright….i figured i’d add a lil more for Aldo4olives and try to explain a lil more i guess….Yes my mother is a great mother, she is, like i said probably the most respected woman in the county. She is an elected official and runs for office every 4 years and has been in office for the past 20 and only 1 time has she had anyone even try to run against her. She was chosen as grand marshall of the xmas parade this past xmas….She would do anything to help me, and tonight she came in and told me that Monday she is gonna take me to a dr to get the help i need. She just says my dad doesn’t think i’m serious about all this, he says i’m just saying all this crap to get them to feel sorry for me and pay me out of debt. It is hard to get a job here, we have the highest unemployment rate in the state. I live in a very small place, the closests places with rehabs or meetings or anything of that nature is about 2 hours away.
My dad does want me sittin at home, he said that way he knows what i’m doing. He threatens to have me picked up by the cops every time i try to leave the house for anything basically. Anyone who calls the house for me, even if it was like the best kid in town, he starts questioning them and pretty much embarrasses the shit out of me…My friend came today to get me so we could go fishing and when he got out of the car to walk up to the door he said he turned right back around and waited in the car because of my dad. He heard him cussing and yelling at me pretty loudly and bad. He heard him calling me a fuck up and a dopehead and saying the only dr who would prescribe a pill to quit an addiction is a pill pushing dr and anyone who has told me that stuff would help me is obviously a pill popping dopehead or some pill pusher trying to get me to buy another pill.But anyways i’m hoping to stop all this,my mom told me tonight monday we’re going so im sooexcited about that! thanks everyone!!

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First off i want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me some advice. I’m having an extremely tough time with this, its starting to get the best of me and make me feel like i don’t even want to live anymore.
Anyways, my dad is really tough acting towards me by the way he talks to me and all that. He says all the time i need to be reminded of my F**K ups everyday and how i f**ked everything i’ve ever done up and that’s all i’m gonna continue to do. That i’m never gonna make anything out of myself. There’s so much more he says to me that really brings me down, but i don’t want to bore you all with all that, he just basically makes me feel like committing suicide about everyday.
Now with the big part….I am not afraid to admit i have a problem now. I became addicted to pain pills. I’m 26 now and i became addicted probably around the age of 20 or so. I really want to get help, i want to quit this for good and never look back at it. I’m so serious about quitting, its something i really want…But i dont know what to do. I have a friend who is 30 and he went thru the same thing i did with the addiction. He went to the Dr. a while back and got on suboxone and is now doing wonderful, he’s really came a long way with it. And that’s what i want to do, so last night i tried to talk to my dad and asked him to please have an open mind and not put me down and please just listen. Well i told him about my addiction and how bad i wanted help cause i wanted to quit and try to go back to the person i know i am that i once was before all this. And then he started saying i wasn’t nothing but a dopehead and all i want to do is go take a bunch of other pills to get off pills and get addicted to them. He said if i was a man that i could do it without the help, that all i might do is sweat a lil bit for a few days then i’ll be fine, that i’m just trying to get someone to feel sorry for me. See, my car is not working right now. So i don’t have a vehicle at the moment. He said too last night that i’m probably just doing this so he’ll fix my car because if i try to go get help then i’ll be whining about not having a car and not being able to go to the dr. He said too that all i’ll be doing then is trying to go out and hang out with my friends all the time when i need to be sitting my a** here and not leaving the house. He says me getting help is just money wasted, and that i’m just trying to get extra money out of him and just blow more of his money for nothing.

I just dont know what to do now. I want to stop all this sooo bad, i’m ready to quit all this, its gotten to the point where its tore me all to pieces. I’ve never wanted to stop something so bad in my life as i do this. But i dont know where to turn now because of the way he’s made me feel and the things he’s said to me. If i don’t get help i’m just gonna get worse and worse taking stuff. But i’m so serious about quitting now and never taking another one. Can anyone please give me some good advice on what to do and how to approach this? I feel so lost and lonely and like i have no where or no one to turn to. If i’m gonna beat this addiction, its gonna be hard to do alone. I’m obviously not gonna have his support. He just wants to keep putting me down and making me feel terrible all the time.
I dont think he would care at all, he offered to come in and sit down and talk to my dad about all this but i just know how my dad is…..I dont know how i’m gonna come up with the money either, the first office visit is $300…..I just wish i could get my dad to lay off me and quit talking to me like i’m some piece of s***. It honestly just hurts so bad, to have him do me this way.

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Family fights and disowning family?
I am 52 and had a step mother since I was 10. My mother died when I was 4. My father and step mother had a daughter, my sister,. For years it has always been everything for my sister. My Dad is a sap, and lets my step mother belittle him. I was told she isn’t comming for Christmas eve this year, since she is having her niece and nephew and a bunch of her side, on Christmas Day. She says she can’t come by me at night for a couple of hours to see my kids, Dads grandkids. Who my kids can’t see them on Christmas. My sister now can’t come either becasue she lied about her kids doing plays at church, which the time she stated is not true, since I checked with the church. We have had a big blow up and my sister has emailed me stating I always feel like a blacksheep and doesn’t see me ever being treated badly. Which we are 15 years apart and she wouldn’t have a clue except what I have told her. I am tired of the deception and being treated badly. I want to disown all of them and havn’t talked in a month, not like they are trying any attempt. My Dad doesn’t stick up for me and is wishy washy. It would hurt a little to not talk to him, but I can’t stand all the stress anymore. Has anyone ever disowned their family. It took me having a big blow up to have Christmas eve over the years, becasue they used to do their own thing and open present without us and my kids. When they use to come Christmas eve they still didn’t open presents between my sister and her family with us. Like a big secret what they got them. Most likely they are having their own thing again.
2 weeks ago

FOLLOW UP 12/26

Dad had a stroke since this. Better now. Was sivil in hospital with stepmom and sister. Saw my Dad on christmas at rehab. Stepma sill having her own thing didn’t come. Havn’t talked to her again in a week. I tried talking to dad. He says they say things and I say things and he is in the middle. Same old thing. I was told my stepmom said to quit acting immature. That she will go on and forget all about this. I don’t want to go on becasue it will happen again. She doesn’t want to talk about it or my Dad. I know he could have another stroke and hopefully they would call me next time, but I can’t deal with this. Am I wrong? I still want to say I’m done with them and go on and try to talk to my Dad when I think she is not home.

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