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My “best friend” (who I’ll refer to as ‘X’) and I have recently been getting into a series of scuffles after a large clash we had a couple weeks ago. Before I begin with my question, however—background information needed: I’ve been known to obsess over certain things and get depressed without them, I happen to be gay and I “like” this friend more than anyone I’ve ever known (it’s actually more of a one-way love) for over two years, X’s straight.
The fight, which occurred on the 6th, was pretty daft. X was in a bad mood and felt the need to take it out on me—or so I was told afterwards. It ended with a “You just don’t like the fact that I like somebody else that isn’t you.” Now, I’ve had a very traumatized past if I may point out and it’s made me a very emotional person. The message started a quick successive break-down (which I am also known to have). However, some of these break-downs go extremely far and I managed, with some help, to stop it before it got out of hand.
I eventually got an apology, which I found exceedingly hard to accept, and even more so now. Almost two weeks later (the 19th) the current problem came up. I apparently talk to her too much. Now, X’s outbursts have started ever since I found out who she likes—I don’t know if that’s worth much, but another fact all the same. I haven’t talked to her for over 36 hours and I’m starting to get a little distressed. I’ve been freezing, even though I’m in long sleeves, sweatshirts, and jeans (but my internal temperature is staying the same). I’ve been trembling almost constantly and I keep feeling the need to stop whatever I’m doing and refocus my thoughts—which keep straying out of line.
I’ve looked up OCD and Schizophrenia, both of which sound similar to my relationship with her—besides the fact that we’re not together, and I’m not controlling of her life (at least, I don’t believe I am). Now, I know it’d be a stretch over the internet, but could anybody tell me what this “obsession” I have is? I feel as if I’m sinking into nothingness. My chest (heart area) feels numb, my heartbeat won’t pick up and I can barely feel it through my chest. I’m of the opinion that I’m honestly addicted to this person. Is that even possible?

-Thanks

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1.“Object of My Desire” by Starpoint
2.“Seasons Change” by Exposé
3.“Bootylicious” by Destiny’s Child
4.“Oops Oh My” by Tweet
5.“Karma” by Alicia Keys
6.“Aphrodisiac” by Brandy Norwood
7.“Womanizer” by Britney Spears
8.“Stupid Girls” by P!nk
9.“My Prerogative” by Britney Spears
10.“Car Wash” by Christina Aguilera
11.“Secret Rendezvous” by Karyn White
12.“Cold Hearted” by Paula Abdul
13.“Strut” by Sheena Easton
14.“Do It to It” by Cherish
15.“Milkshake” by Kelis
16.“Foolish” by Ashanti
17.“Hold On” by En Vogue
18.“Work It” by Missy Elliott
19.“Gimme More” by Britney Spears
20.“On The Hotline” by Pretty Ricky
21.“Say My Name” by Destiny’s Child
22.“We Run This” by Missy Elliott
23.“Sugar Walls” by Sheena Easton
24.“Naughty Girl” by Beyoncé
25.“No Panties” by Trina
26.“Keeps Getting Better” by Christina Aguilera
27.“Pussycat” by Missy Elliott
28.“Case of the Ex” by Mya
29.“Remember the Time” by Michael Jackson
30.“Mercedes Boy” by Pebbles
31.“Pop Life” Prince
32.“Bills Bills Bills” by Destiny’s Child
33.“Rehab” Rihanna
34.“Pass That Dutch” by Missy Elliott
35.“When I Grow Up” by the Pussycat Dolls
36.“Heartbreaker” by Mariah Carey
37.“Scream” by Michael Jackson
38.“Say Say Say” Michael Jackson
39.“Let Me” by Rihanna
40.“Whatever You Like” by Nicole Scherzinger
41.“Let It Go” by Keisha Cole
42.“Toxic” by Britney Spears
No, I mean based on these what NEW or OTHER songs or artists would you recommend to someone that likes all THESE.

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I’m almost 9 months pregnant by my boyfriend of 14 months. I have 2 other children by two different men. My boyfriend lives with me and my two kids. He was financially responsible for all of us until he got laid off several months ago. We really didn’t get a chance to get to know each other. Since we’ve been together we have broken at least 6 or more times. He once told me that we get along better as friends. Anyway, I found out through his family that he was originally in love with another young lady before he met me . They said he was crazy about her and that she brought out the best in him. I found hidden pictures of them together in his computer files. I must admit she is very beautiful. She kinda looks like a cross between Kim Kardashian and Cassie. (she’s mixed with black and arab). Long story short she dumped him because he wouldn’t get help for his alcoholism, which really crushed him. So I guess I was the rebound girl. Anyway, 7 months into our relationship I noticed he started not coming home, start arguments with me, and fixing himself up more. Then I broke into his email and found out that he started seeing his ex again!! He emails her love letters and tells her how much he misses her. But he told her he is confused because he doesn’t know if he should leave me for her or be obligated to stay with the mother of his child. I’m so hurt.

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stop doing drugs without rehab but only asking the Lord for help and regularly attending church and thru lots of prayer? If so do you know anyone who has done this?

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ok this might be long, so sorry about that. this girl i know is the biggest most manipulative conniving backstabbing *****. and she used to yell at me and make me do things like talk to her when i didnt want to and tell her EVERYWHERE im going and what im doing every 15 minutes literally. and when i blocked her and tried to ignore her and told her i dont want to be her friend shed threaten to ruin my life.

before she became a psychotic ***** we used to be good friends. and i had told her a secret about one of my other good friends. right?

well when i stopped talking to her and blocked her on everything i was scared because she always told me she would ruin my life. and this is what happened…

she messaged my friend whom shes never even met or talked to and told her that i told her the secret and everything. and my friend got really really mad at me. but we made amends.

but then i think she got someone to steal my phone while i was at work or school because all of my friends started getting phone calls and voicemails saying really mean and graphic things and the number on the caller ID was MY phone number. so they all hated me and rumors around my school spread like wildfire. (this girl doesnt go to my school). and i hated going because everyone thought i was this disgusting vulgar horrible mean person.

so i went to the police about her harassing me and they called her and told her to stop or else she would get into trouble.
and now its been like 2 months, and i thought she was going to stop. but now she is adding ALL of my friends on facebook.’

-and my best friends mom sent her to rehab because she caught her drinking and she is only 17. someone told me that she said when my friend gets out of rehab that she is going to call and leave an anonomous tip to my friends mom that she is drinking again and doing drugs now. to hopefully get her back into rehab to get back at me.

and she is trying to become friends with people at my school and become really good friends with my friends, but not mentioning my name so i dont think that is harassment. and im thinking she is going to try to spread rumors about me again and what if she steals my phone again and does the same thing? i have no proof she stole my phone because i didnt know it was gone.

PLEASE HELP ME WHAT DO I DO?!

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