Ever since I was a child I’ve felt like I don’t belong. I just don’t seem to fit in to any group. That feeling I feel led me into 30 plus years of alcohol and drug addiction. I’ve been clean going on 3 years. I’ve been in a 12 step program, doing everything that is suggested of me to the best of my ability with the promise that I will know what happiness is. Often I feel that I welcome death. Because I already feel dead emotionally, mentally, spiritually, so why should I not be dead physically also? Is there really a reason I should be here?
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