Confidential Drug Rehabilitation

Question by dani_bruce: What drugs can you do and they dont show up on a rehab drug screen?
My step mom was supposed to be recovering from drug use. Now we think she is still doing them, she is in rehab and is passing the test but she is acting as if she is doing something we have found sand like crystals in the toliet. We don’t understand how in the world she is passing these test and we want to help her but if we can’t figure out what she is doing we will never know. Thanks for any help!!

Best answer:

Answer by rope14u
there is stuff being sold that you can pour in your sample that will give you a negative result. X is the only drug that you can take that does not show up in a regular u.a. X is a test of its own even then it will only show up within the last 10 hour after you have taking it. if you take x and wait longer than 10 hours to take a test you will show a negative.you may request a u.a. for x but it is very expensive

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Question by abigail s.: I want to find an alcohol rehab in Wyckoff, New Jersey but I don’t know how. Can anyone help me with this?
I just really want to help an old friend of mine. We’ve been friends since childhood and I didn’t anticipate that it would end up like this– that she would someday (which is now) be an alcoholic. We have always looked out for each other, and she has always been kind of like a big sister to me. So now it’s my turn to be like a big sister to her by helping her find an alcohol rehab for herself. How will I do this?

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Answer by annaliese s
A good thing to do would be to take her to a doctor. The doctor will be able to assess her situation as well as tell you of the treatment programs and alcohol rehab that you should take her to. You can also check out the links below that I have provided. These contain lists of the alcohol rehabs in the area you have specified. I really hope that your friend gets well soon. It’s always tough to see a loved one suffering from the effects of alcohol addiction. Good luck.

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This is a video response to some comments that I received on sobercircle. I am not bashing the site, it is a great place for people seeking recovery. It is a bit dominated by 12 step for my taste. Anyway – Enjoy the video
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Question by Ericka G: Please help me with Permit Test Questions..dont answer if you dont know!?
1. The higher the tolerance and dependence of a drug

A. The worse the withdrawal symptoms

B. The less the withdrawal symptoms

C. None of the above

2. You may lose your drivers license

A. When you turn 70 years old

B. If you accumulate too many points on your driving record

C. If you stop driving for more than 5 years

3. Your driving record:

A. Is totally confidential

B. May be available to the public

C. Is available only to your employer with your authorization

4. A malfunctioning traffic signal should be treated like a:

A. Four-way stop.

B. Green light

C. Flashing Yellow Light

5. A flashing yellow light:

A. Should be treated just like a stop sign.

B. Is only encountered on a highway.

C. Warns you of potential danger

6. Tolerance can cause an overdose

A. True

B. False

7. The best safety feature for preventing whiplash is the airbag.

A. True

B. False

8. Alcohol is

A. A Stimulant

B. A Depressant

C. Neither

9. On the freeway, you are required to have your signal on for ______ feet before changing lanes

A. 50

B. 100

C. 150

10. In a merge situation, the right of way goes to the car occupying the lane into which other cars are merging.

A. True

B. False

11. In a crash test using dummies without seat belts, at 25 MPH, the dummy had half its head taken off by the rear view mirror

A. True

B. False

12. Each year over ______ people die in car crashes.

A. 15,000

B. 27,000

C. 42,000

13. Implied consent law states:

A. You must submit to a sobriety test when asked by a law enforcement officer.

B. You have the option to plea bargain if arrested for D.U.I.

C. Your license will automatically be canceled if you are convicted of D.U.I.

14. If you miss your exit on the freeway, it is legal to stop and back-up.

A. Never.

B. When the traffic is very light.

C. As much as thirty yards.

15. Bicyclists must obey the same rules and regulations as motorists, and can be cited for violations.

A. True

B. False

16. On a city street you should be looking ahead of you as far ahead as the car in front of you.

A. True

B. False

17. If your hood flies up while you are driving, blocking your view of the road, you should

A. stop the car immediately, get out and put your hood down.

B. slow down and peer through the crack in the hood or put your head out the side window.

C. maintain your speed and drive using your mirrors until you can find a service station.

18. There are two types of bad drivers:

A. Speeders and Unaware

B. Unaware and Angry

C. Aggressive and Unaware

19. Bad weather means you will have

A. Increased stopping distance

B. Greater chance of getting a citation

C. Less traffic on the highway

20. Drug or alcohol abuse begins when the user

A. Avoids taking drugs or using alcohol regularly

B. Makes the conscious decision to use drugs or alcohol

C. None of the above

21. Youth who drink before the age of 15 are _________ more likely to develop alcohol dependence, then if they wait until they are 21 years old.

A. 2 TIMES

B. 4 TIMES

C. 6 TIMES

22. You may be cited for driving at the posted speed limit.

A. Never

B. If the posted speed is not safe at that time.

C. Only if you are driving a special vehicle like a truck.

23. You may be cited for improper safety equipment on your car if

A. you do not have safety glazed windshields and/or if you have a crack in your windshield.

B. your headlights and / or tail lights are not functional.

C. both of the above.

24. All passenger vehicles must be equipped with.

A. A rear-view mirror.

B. Two windshield wipers

C. Both of the above.

25. Which of the following is NOT a good tip for driving at night?

A. Beware of drowsiness

B. Keep your eyes locked on the road ahead of you.

C. Increase following distance.

26. You are allowed to use your vehicle horn:

A. Whenever you are angry at another driver.

B. Only when reasonably necessary to prevent a collision.

C. To say hello to your friends if you pass them on the road.

27. A disadvantage of driving a motorcycle is

A. you cannot stop as quickly as a car

B. you have less protection in a collision

C. All of the options

28. Depressants are very similar to the effects of alcohol

A. True

B. False

29. Alcohol is classified as a drug

A. True

B. False

30. If you are under the age of 18 and accumulate six points on your license within twelve months:

A. You will lose all driving privileges until you turn 21

B. You will lose your driving privileges for one year, but you could ask for an administrative hearing to get permission to drive on a restrictive basis.

C. You will lose your driving privileges for one year, no exceptions.

31. Traffic collisions are the number one killer of children in America.

A. True

B. False

32. You must place a child in an integrated child seat if the child is.

A. Three years of age and under.

B. Under nine years of age.

C. Under 60 pounds.

33. Many people view drug and alcohol abuse as a social problem

A. True

B. False

34. A pool of standing water could be hiding

A. flash flood currents that could sweep your car away.

B. deep sinkholes.

C. all of the above.

35. Refusing to submit to a sobriety test is your right by law

A. True

B. False

36. At 0.08 blood alcohol concentration, you are:

A. Not considered impaired, according to the American Medical Association.

B. Presumed by Florida law to be too impaired to drive.

C. Neither of the above.

37. Signs and road markings are an example of traffic controls.

A. True

B. False

38. What is the economic cost to society each year from crashes and injuries on U.S. highways.

A. 17 Billion Dollars

B. 60 Billion Dollars

C. 230 Billion Dollars

39. Alcohol is a stimulant

A. True

B. False

40. If two cars get to a four-way stop intersection at the same time, the car making a left turn should always be given the right of way

A. True

B. False

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Answer by Joshua R
1-a, 2-b, 3-b, 4-a, 5-c, 6-a, 7-b, 8-b, 9-b, 10-a, 11-b, 12-c, 13-a, 14-a, 15-a, 16-b, 17-a, 18-a, 19-a, 20-b, 21-c, 22-b, 23-c, 24-c, 25-b, 26-b, 27-b, 28-a, 29-a, 30-c, 31-a, 32-c, 33-a, 34-c, 35-a, 36-a, 37-a, 38-b, 39-b, 40-b.

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Question by Signed Anonymous: How do you get someone in Drug rehab if they don’t want help?
PLEASE I need answers, what are some things I can do to help some one I know who is on drugs but doesn’t want HELP at all. Can we force him (Family member) into some type of drug rehab or interventio? PLease any answers or tips ….This is life and death I need your help!

Best answer:

Answer by Joy
You can try an intervention, but if they don’t want help you can’t make them. I know it can be heartbreaking but sometimes people just have to hit a rockbottom point before they want help. Good Luck with everything.

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First off i want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me some advice. I’m having an extremely tough time with this, its starting to get the best of me and make me feel like i don’t even want to live anymore.
Anyways, my dad is really tough acting towards me by the way he talks to me and all that. He says all the time i need to be reminded of my F**K ups everyday and how i f**ked everything i’ve ever done up and that’s all i’m gonna continue to do. That i’m never gonna make anything out of myself. There’s so much more he says to me that really brings me down, but i don’t want to bore you all with all that, he just basically makes me feel like committing suicide about everyday.
Now with the big part….I am not afraid to admit i have a problem now. I became addicted to pain pills. I’m 26 now and i became addicted probably around the age of 20 or so. I really want to get help, i want to quit this for good and never look back at it. I’m so serious about quitting, its something i really want…But i dont know what to do. I have a friend who is 30 and he went thru the same thing i did with the addiction. He went to the Dr. a while back and got on suboxone and is now doing wonderful, he’s really came a long way with it. And that’s what i want to do, so last night i tried to talk to my dad and asked him to please have an open mind and not put me down and please just listen. Well i told him about my addiction and how bad i wanted help cause i wanted to quit and try to go back to the person i know i am that i once was before all this. And then he started saying i wasn’t nothing but a dopehead and all i want to do is go take a bunch of other pills to get off pills and get addicted to them. He said if i was a man that i could do it without the help, that all i might do is sweat a lil bit for a few days then i’ll be fine, that i’m just trying to get someone to feel sorry for me. See, my car is not working right now. So i don’t have a vehicle at the moment. He said too last night that i’m probably just doing this so he’ll fix my car because if i try to go get help then i’ll be whining about not having a car and not being able to go to the dr. He said too that all i’ll be doing then is trying to go out and hang out with my friends all the time when i need to be sitting my a** here and not leaving the house. He says me getting help is just money wasted, and that i’m just trying to get extra money out of him and just blow more of his money for nothing.

I just dont know what to do now. I want to stop all this sooo bad, i’m ready to quit all this, its gotten to the point where its tore me all to pieces. I’ve never wanted to stop something so bad in my life as i do this. But i dont know where to turn now because of the way he’s made me feel and the things he’s said to me. If i don’t get help i’m just gonna get worse and worse taking stuff. But i’m so serious about quitting now and never taking another one. Can anyone please give me some good advice on what to do and how to approach this? I feel so lost and lonely and like i have no where or no one to turn to. If i’m gonna beat this addiction, its gonna be hard to do alone. I’m obviously not gonna have his support. He just wants to keep putting me down and making me feel terrible all the time.
If anyone has any instant messengers please add me so i can just talk to someone…. My msn is jeremyb6@hotmail.com yahoo is topdawg_9
and aol/aim is tpdwg7

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First off i want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me some advice. I’m having an extremely tough time with this, its starting to get the best of me and make me feel like i don’t even want to live anymore.
Anyways, my dad is really tough acting towards me by the way he talks to me and all that. He says all the time i need to be reminded of my F**K ups everyday and how i f**ked everything i’ve ever done up and that’s all i’m gonna continue to do. That i’m never gonna make anything out of myself. There’s so much more he says to me that really brings me down, but i don’t want to bore you all with all that, he just basically makes me feel like committing suicide about everyday.
Now with the big part….I am not afraid to admit i have a problem now. I became addicted to pain pills. I’m 26 now and i became addicted probably around the age of 20 or so. I really want to get help, i want to quit this for good and never look back at it. I’m so serious about quitting, its something i really want…But i dont know what to do. I have a friend who is 30 and he went thru the same thing i did with the addiction. He went to the Dr. a while back and got on suboxone and is now doing wonderful, he’s really came a long way with it. And that’s what i want to do, so last night i tried to talk to my dad and asked him to please have an open mind and not put me down and please just listen. Well i told him about my addiction and how bad i wanted help cause i wanted to quit and try to go back to the person i know i am that i once was before all this. And then he started saying i wasn’t nothing but a dopehead and all i want to do is go take a bunch of other pills to get off pills and get addicted to them. He said if i was a man that i could do it without the help, that all i might do is sweat a lil bit for a few days then i’ll be fine, that i’m just trying to get someone to feel sorry for me. See, my car is not working right now. So i don’t have a vehicle at the moment. He said too last night that i’m probably just doing this so he’ll fix my car because if i try to go get help then i’ll be whining about not having a car and not being able to go to the dr. He said too that all i’ll be doing then is trying to go out and hang out with my friends all the time when i need to be sitting my a** here and not leaving the house. He says me getting help is just money wasted, and that i’m just trying to get extra money out of him and just blow more of his money for nothing.

I just dont know what to do now. I want to stop all this sooo bad, i’m ready to quit all this, its gotten to the point where its tore me all to pieces. I’ve never wanted to stop something so bad in my life as i do this. But i dont know where to turn now because of the way he’s made me feel and the things he’s said to me. If i don’t get help i’m just gonna get worse and worse taking stuff. But i’m so serious about quitting now and never taking another one. Can anyone please give me some good advice on what to do and how to approach this? I feel so lost and lonely and like i have no where or no one to turn to. If i’m gonna beat this addiction, its gonna be hard to do alone. I’m obviously not gonna have his support. He just wants to keep putting me down and making me feel terrible all the time.
If anyone has any instant messengers please add me so i can just talk to someone…. My msn is jeremyb6@hotmail.com yahoo is topdawg_9
and aol/aim is tpdwg7

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First off i want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me some advice. I’m having an extremely tough time with this, its starting to get the best of me and make me feel like i don’t even want to live anymore.
Anyways, my dad is really tough acting towards me by the way he talks to me and all that. He says all the time i need to be reminded of my F**K ups everyday and how i f**ked everything i’ve ever done up and that’s all i’m gonna continue to do. That i’m never gonna make anything out of myself. There’s so much more he says to me that really brings me down, but i don’t want to bore you all with all that, he just basically makes me feel like committing suicide about everyday.
Now with the big part….I am not afraid to admit i have a problem now. I became addicted to pain pills. I’m 26 now and i became addicted probably around the age of 20 or so. I really want to get help, i want to quit this for good and never look back at it. I’m so serious about quitting, its something i really want…But i dont know what to do. I have a friend who is 30 and he went thru the same thing i did with the addiction. He went to the Dr. a while back and got on suboxone and is now doing wonderful, he’s really came a long way with it. And that’s what i want to do, so last night i tried to talk to my dad and asked him to please have an open mind and not put me down and please just listen. Well i told him about my addiction and how bad i wanted help cause i wanted to quit and try to go back to the person i know i am that i once was before all this. And then he started saying i wasn’t nothing but a dopehead and all i want to do is go take a bunch of other pills to get off pills and get addicted to them. He said if i was a man that i could do it without the help, that all i might do is sweat a lil bit for a few days then i’ll be fine, that i’m just trying to get someone to feel sorry for me. See, my car is not working right now. So i don’t have a vehicle at the moment. He said too last night that i’m probably just doing this so he’ll fix my car because if i try to go get help then i’ll be whining about not having a car and not being able to go to the dr. He said too that all i’ll be doing then is trying to go out and hang out with my friends all the time when i need to be sitting my a** here and not leaving the house. He says me getting help is just money wasted, and that i’m just trying to get extra money out of him and just blow more of his money for nothing.

I just dont know what to do now. I want to stop all this sooo bad, i’m ready to quit all this, its gotten to the point where its tore me all to pieces. I’ve never wanted to stop something so bad in my life as i do this. But i dont know where to turn now because of the way he’s made me feel and the things he’s said to me. If i don’t get help i’m just gonna get worse and worse taking stuff. But i’m so serious about quitting now and never taking another one. Can anyone please give me some good advice on what to do and how to approach this? I feel so lost and lonely and like i have no where or no one to turn to. If i’m gonna beat this addiction, its gonna be hard to do alone. I’m obviously not gonna have his support. He just wants to keep putting me down and making me feel terrible all the time.
I’m not using this addiction as a crutch, and its like my parents don’t want me out of the house. I have screwed everything up like school and jobs i have had because of this problem and now it is time to put it down and start over. My family is a well known family around the county, its a very small county though, but my mom is an elected official of the county, she’s probably the most respected lady in our county. I would love to get out on my own right now but i just dont know where to start. I have a nice 03 mustang but it has some problems that need to be fixed and i don’t have a dime to my name to fix it. I have to have that before i can go to work anywhere or anything. I just keep on digging myself a deeper hole because of this addiction. But i’m sooo ready to give it up and start my life. I was such a respected guy, a very likeable person, and, not trying to sound conceited, but a really good looking guy. I’ve had alot of girls in the past, but i’ve gone to hell becauseofthis.
If anyone has any instant messengers please add me so i can just talk to someone…. My msn is jeremyb6@hotmail.com yahoo is topdawg_9
and aol/aim is tpdwg7
alright….i figured i’d add a lil more for Aldo4olives and try to explain a lil more i guess….Yes my mother is a great mother, she is, like i said probably the most respected woman in the county. She is an elected official and runs for office every 4 years and has been in office for the past 20 and only 1 time has she had anyone even try to run against her. She was chosen as grand marshall of the xmas parade this past xmas….She would do anything to help me, and tonight she came in and told me that Monday she is gonna take me to a dr to get the help i need. She just says my dad doesn’t think i’m serious about all this, he says i’m just saying all this crap to get them to feel sorry for me and pay me out of debt. It is hard to get a job here, we have the highest unemployment rate in the state. I live in a very small place, the closests places with rehabs or meetings or anything of that nature is about 2 hours away.
My dad does want me sittin at home, he said that way he knows what i’m doing. He threatens to have me picked up by the cops every time i try to leave the house for anything basically. Anyone who calls the house for me, even if it was like the best kid in town, he starts questioning them and pretty much embarrasses the shit out of me…My friend came today to get me so we could go fishing and when he got out of the car to walk up to the door he said he turned right back around and waited in the car because of my dad. He heard him cussing and yelling at me pretty loudly and bad. He heard him calling me a fuck up and a dopehead and saying the only dr who would prescribe a pill to quit an addiction is a pill pushing dr and anyone who has told me that stuff would help me is obviously a pill popping dopehead or some pill pusher trying to get me to buy another pill.But anyways i’m hoping to stop all this,my mom told me tonight monday we’re going so im sooexcited about that! thanks everyone!!

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First off i want to thank anyone who reads this and gives me some advice. I’m having an extremely tough time with this, its starting to get the best of me and make me feel like i don’t even want to live anymore.
Anyways, my dad is really tough acting towards me by the way he talks to me and all that. He says all the time i need to be reminded of my F**K ups everyday and how i f**ked everything i’ve ever done up and that’s all i’m gonna continue to do. That i’m never gonna make anything out of myself. There’s so much more he says to me that really brings me down, but i don’t want to bore you all with all that, he just basically makes me feel like committing suicide about everyday.
Now with the big part….I am not afraid to admit i have a problem now. I became addicted to pain pills. I’m 26 now and i became addicted probably around the age of 20 or so. I really want to get help, i want to quit this for good and never look back at it. I’m so serious about quitting, its something i really want…But i dont know what to do. I have a friend who is 30 and he went thru the same thing i did with the addiction. He went to the Dr. a while back and got on suboxone and is now doing wonderful, he’s really came a long way with it. And that’s what i want to do, so last night i tried to talk to my dad and asked him to please have an open mind and not put me down and please just listen. Well i told him about my addiction and how bad i wanted help cause i wanted to quit and try to go back to the person i know i am that i once was before all this. And then he started saying i wasn’t nothing but a dopehead and all i want to do is go take a bunch of other pills to get off pills and get addicted to them. He said if i was a man that i could do it without the help, that all i might do is sweat a lil bit for a few days then i’ll be fine, that i’m just trying to get someone to feel sorry for me. See, my car is not working right now. So i don’t have a vehicle at the moment. He said too last night that i’m probably just doing this so he’ll fix my car because if i try to go get help then i’ll be whining about not having a car and not being able to go to the dr. He said too that all i’ll be doing then is trying to go out and hang out with my friends all the time when i need to be sitting my a** here and not leaving the house. He says me getting help is just money wasted, and that i’m just trying to get extra money out of him and just blow more of his money for nothing.

I just dont know what to do now. I want to stop all this sooo bad, i’m ready to quit all this, its gotten to the point where its tore me all to pieces. I’ve never wanted to stop something so bad in my life as i do this. But i dont know where to turn now because of the way he’s made me feel and the things he’s said to me. If i don’t get help i’m just gonna get worse and worse taking stuff. But i’m so serious about quitting now and never taking another one. Can anyone please give me some good advice on what to do and how to approach this? I feel so lost and lonely and like i have no where or no one to turn to. If i’m gonna beat this addiction, its gonna be hard to do alone. I’m obviously not gonna have his support. He just wants to keep putting me down and making me feel terrible all the time.
I’m not using this addiction as a crutch, and its like my parents don’t want me out of the house. I have screwed everything up like school and jobs i have had because of this problem and now it is time to put it down and start over. My family is a well known family around the county, its a very small county though, but my mom is an elected official of the county, she’s probably the most respected lady in our county. I would love to get out on my own right now but i just dont know where to start. I have a nice 03 mustang but it has some problems that need to be fixed and i don’t have a dime to my name to fix it. I have to have that before i can go to work anywhere or anything. I just keep on digging myself a deeper hole because of this addiction. But i’m sooo ready to give it up and start my life. I was such a respected guy, a very likeable person, and, not trying to sound conceited, but a really good looking guy. I’ve had alot of girls in the past, but i’ve gone to hell becauseofthis.
If anyone has any instant messengers please add me so i can just talk to someone…. My msn is jeremyb6@hotmail.com yahoo is topdawg_9
and aol/aim is tpdwg7
alright….i figured i’d add a lil more for Aldo4olives and try to explain a lil more i guess….Yes my mother is a great mother, she is, like i said probably the most respected woman in the county. She is an elected official and runs for office every 4 years and has been in office for the past 20 and only 1 time has she had anyone even try to run against her. She was chosen as grand marshall of the xmas parade this past xmas….She would do anything to help me, and tonight she came in and told me that Monday she is gonna take me to a dr to get the help i need. She just says my dad doesn’t think i’m serious about all this, he says i’m just saying all this crap to get them to feel sorry for me and pay me out of debt. It is hard to get a job here, we have the highest unemployment rate in the state. I live in a very small place, the closests places with rehabs or meetings or anything of that nature is about 2 hours away.
My dad does want me sittin at home, he said that way he knows what i’m doing. He threatens to have me picked up by the cops every time i try to leave the house for anything basically. Anyone who calls the house for me, even if it was like the best kid in town, he starts questioning them and pretty much embarrasses the shit out of me…My friend came today to get me so we could go fishing and when he got out of the car to walk up to the door he said he turned right back around and waited in the car because of my dad. He heard him cussing and yelling at me pretty loudly and bad. He heard him calling me a fuck up and a dopehead and saying the only dr who would prescribe a pill to quit an addiction is a pill pushing dr and anyone who has told me that stuff would help me is obviously a pill popping dopehead or some pill pusher trying to get me to buy another pill.But anyways i’m hoping to stop all this,my mom told me tonight monday we’re going so im sooexcited about that! thanks everyone!!

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because the people I have to give this to dont know me. If you were running this program would you accept me back in? Is there anything I need to fix or is it simply just not good enough? Thanks to all who take the time to read and give me feedback. Ohh and if you dont know anything about this program you can look into it at this site hey it might even be a good idea for someone you know….

http://www.youthbuild.org/site/c.htIRI3P…

My name is Caylee George and I walked out on Youth Build my first day. I have never liked structure, anything with structure I fail. Out of this mistake I have realized, Youth Build has everything I want in my future. I want to be ok with commitment, stop being a quitter, and I want to have an idea. I went into Youth Build without an idea; I need Youth Build to help me figure out what I’m searching for in life because on my own it’s a nearly impossible task. I have never liked to reach for anything I just went along with the flow. When you have no willingness you have no chance. I’m done being stubborn. I’m more than ready and willing to just shut up, sit down, and listen. I will do whatever it takes to make it through and finish my best. This is similar to how it was when I was in rehab I went into it with nothing, I wasn’t ready and I had a bad attitude toward everything and everyone there because I thought my way was fine. But my way is wrong no matter how hard it is for me to admit it, it’s the truth. While I was in rehab a kid gave me advice saying I need to get through this for me and until I could do it for me, do it for my family because any day they could be gone forever and I need to make the best of this and go home and be there for my them, because the next time I see them it could be in a coffin. Once again I didn’t listen, a couple weeks after that the last time I saw my dad was in a coffin. He was on drugs and he was a quitter he hit rock bottom and shot him self. I want to be more than that I want to quit living like him and show my little brothers that you decide the out come of your own life and it doesn’t have to end up like dads. If accepted into Youth Build I would be coming in with a better idea of what I want out of it.
1. I want to be ok with structure, because its what I need.
2. I want to build a relationship with my family epically my brothers because they have enough people that fail them.
3. I want to stop using drugs to calm me down, give me something to do or just make it through the day. Because I don’t want to be dependent on them any more and I want to look and feel as healthy as I did when I was sober.
4. I want to be able to feel good at the end of the day, because at the end of all my days I worry about getting my next high tomorrow and ways to find money for it.
5. I want to have the skills it takes to get through anything in life, because my skills aren’t doing the trick.
6. I want to learn how to let go of the things that have happened to me and forgive the people that let me down because holding these grudges are making me an angry person and I want to feel normal.
7. I want to know what to put here…
I know I have what it takes to make it through I have some rough edges on me that need help. I realize that I can’t force anyone to let me back in all I can do is try. And if I don’t get accepted I have still learned a lesson during this. No body helped me walk out I did it on my own and it’s up to me to fix it. I completely understand what the rules were and they were made very clear to me, I’m asking for one more chance to show you how bad I really want this. I want your help to make a better life for myself as well as my family.
Sincerely,
Caylee George

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