Confidential Drug Rehabilitation

I have been on crack-cocaine for almost 10 years!!! Yes, pathetic I know. I want to quit, but I never do. The world seems quite strange from a sober point of view. I need advice. No treatment centres. Ihate them.
I want to know if anyone out ther changed their life without treatment centres. The reason I don’t like them is because people usually are there for some forced reason. i.e. get out of jail free and it doesn’t do alot of good for those who went on their own!!! Know what I mean?

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My husband and I are in the church but I feel bad that I have a secret addiction to Cosmopolitan Magazine. There is frank talk about sex, however some of the stories are hilarious and those stories make me feel better that no matter who you are and were you come from, embarrassing things can happen to anyone.
Our Pastor says that “those magazines” that “corrode ” the young mind and spirit. Advice?

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well,me and my fiancee is goin to wed on the next 4 months.both of us are soo excited!bcause this is what we’ve been waiting for.the prob is,my dad family doesnt like my fiancee.whom i’ve been with for more than 7 years.my fam told me that the reason why they don’t like him,is bcause he came from different family background .his parents divorce when he was 13,and since that time,he lives by himself.then about his rehab story!i know he used to be a very bad guy,who grown up without anyone!
what should i do?i do love him soo much

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well,me and my fiancee is goin to wed on the next 4 months.both of us are soo excited!bcause this is what we’ve been waiting for.the prob is,my dad family doesnt like my fiancee.whom i’ve been with for more than 7 years.my fam told me that the reason why they don’t like him,is bcause he came from different family background .his parents divorce when he was 13,and since that time,he lives by himself.then about his rehab story!i know he used to be a very bad guy,who grown up without anyone!
what should i do?i do love him soo much
im 25 and he is 27.he doesnt has any financial problem.and both of us dont have any children

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