Monsters in the dark, Secrets in my wake
The words just won’t flow
things just won’t work
my gears won’t turn
out of fear
of losing my delsion
of losing my false hope
But each and every day
my delision begins to fade
panic overtakes me as lies
turn to honesty
hopes turn to disappointment
I won’t let it go
even if it kills me
I won’t let it go
because you are my addiction
you are my herorine
only ten times worse
addictive enough to kill
but pretty enough to ease the pain
you the kind of thing that
leads a person to thank god
for dieing
to thank god for torture
you don’t see
how much I truly need you
its like the itch
the vein
has for the needle
but I know that I have to let go
I can’t keep this up
its killing me
the pain
is burying me
I don’t know who I am
only what I was
I’m only a shell
a monster now
but what does it matter?
my life is over
but not because of you
because of addiction
you see what I say
do you know what I mean?
I can’t explain what I’ve see
you see now
you furrow you brow
out of frustration
you don’t understand
I was so weak
I was supose to break
not you
you were to take off
in the dead of night
no this ending isn’t right
you must of miscaculated
or this just a show
to make fall
but I’m not that slow
its over now
I’m gone
its far from a clean break
but its the only chance
I could take
the scars they will fade
I was sick of the charade
goodbye
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