Confidential Drug Rehabilitation

When I was 15 I had this friend, she was my best friend. We we’re so close, we told each other everything. We literally fell in love with each other, or that’s what we thought it was. At the time I had been molested by her grandfather and when I told her she stood by me. She listened to me, cried with me, and protected me. She helped me tell my parents, when I started cutting myself and ran away she found me and sat with me; she walked with me in the rain. She gave me everything.

When I turned 16 she had to go to rehab, for drug addiction. I started becoming numb and then I joined in with the popular girls, I became a robot. When she returned I didn’t want to give up my position as popular girl b/c it was something I always dreamt of being. I cut off all contact with her; many of the girls in my group teased her, so did I. I teased her about all the things she told me all her inner secrets. Then near my 17th birthday she just left one day, she ran away. Inside it hurt me, but outside I felt like I finally belonged somewhere.

It’s been ten years since we where best friends, I think about her all the time still. I wrote a book about my life and what I went through with the molestation. However b/c she is mentioned in the book I need her to sign a sheet. I saw her the other day; she looks so different but so much the same. She’s become so skinny and she looks ragged. I want to approach her and thank her for all she’s done for me, but I am so scared. She’s the reason I am happy today not the other girls and I want to tell her that and re-establish contact, but I don’t know if she wants to see me again. What do I do?

Only mature answers please

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I can’t go to sleep well at night and so I thought I could fix it by eating meds that make you sleepy. (Biggest mistake in my life) Now I have developed an addiction to Benedryl, NyQuil and whatever medicine in my cabinet that makes you drowsy. I feel bad about it, and now I can’t sleep a good nights rest without popping at least 2 or 3 pills into my mouth. I hide it from my parents, and now I can’t stop it. The other day, I tried to sleep without eating any pills, and I couldn’t sleep at all. (i stayed awake till the sun rose). Does anyone have the same problem? Do you know any good home remedies methods to stop it?

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It’s too stupid to be said,
too horrendous to be read!

It’s an ache in my heart,
a burning in my soul.

It’s a new dawn breaking even before the night’s over.

A hunger for the lies,
A craving for the deceit.

Is this truly what I need?

It’s an angel sent to hell,
a broken-winged arrow,
a hollow man who mourns.

Was this what God had truly meant?

It’s an addiction to cocaine,
a secret thirst for blood,
a longing for someone who’ll take it all away.

Isn’t this where it’s all supposed to end?

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i know someone close to me and he has been to rehab atleast three times over a 22 year period. he went last summer and says he clean.
its hard to tell cause believe it or not he is very functional on drugs. and ive never seen him clean before.
he has been trying to get in a safe at my house full of nercotics cause its my moms meds for her.
i dont think hes been succesful but he also can them on the street. which i cant moniter.
and he always takes a different route to the kitchen stopping at the safe first.
Its not like anything will happen if he is because my parents would literally die without eachother both financially for my mom and litertally for my dad.plus they are startin a business together which they cant pause at the moment for the next two years. so dont tell me to tell anyone.
i want to know so that i no im not in denial: is he still using drugs. and is it okay for me not to care if he dies cause im angry and he can kiss my ***?

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well i have this girlfriend that really cares for me. i kinda hide this weekend, i went on a crazy tear on my alcoholism. i am hurting her & everyone else.Today is a New Day i need to get sober.just want to say sorry

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I am having a really really bad day.

I had a fight with my boyfriend. Finals are this week and I am so not ready. My friends are keeping secrets from me and excluding me from 2 really big things. My friend just checked into drug rehab, no one told me. And I am really stressed. I cant sleep.

(Sorry I had to vent that out)

Anyways… I am feeling kind of useless and could anyone try to cheer me up?

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I’ve been taking over the counter sleeping pills (unisom or tylenol pm ) for about 3 years now. I got into taking them when i started a night shift job cause i couldn’t sleep during the day. Then i started taking them on my days off, somehow i stopped taking them when i went abroad for a year , but wheni came back i got into the habbit of taking them again , but now it’s just horrible. I usually take about 10 pills around 1 or 2 am, then when i wake up I’ll be mildy active for 3 hours and I’ll find myself taking maybe an extra six pills then. I find myself sleeping more than living. Obviously it’s a problem and i’ve tried to cut down , but i want to look up on the net about this. I dunno if my body can no longer sleep without them or if it’s all mental. Does anyone know any simple cures? or of a term for thsi ? soemone recommended i get perscription ones, but that just seems scary. OF course this is a serious question so please be nice. thanks :)

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My forbidden secret lover and I want to get matching tattoos that respresent our love, our lust, our addiction to each other, and our commitment to one another. We are both married so it needs to be something that our spouses are not easily able to understand the meaning.

We thought of a symbol in kanji and just telling our spouses it’s their name or some other meaning. But, I want something that is prettier than that. I want something that matches that can be for a male and female. Not too masculine, not too feminine with a touch of lust and love. Something that represents secret or forbidden.

Also if you can think of a good place to put these tattoos on our bodies. We welcome any ideas! It needs to be in a place that doesn’t show to the public easily due to business.

Please reply ASAP because I’d like to get this done very soon. Please don’t respond with hateful replies. We know what we are doing is considered wrong to most people but this is our choice.

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Okay, they say admitting it is the first step so here I go. I have a water problem. Its been going on a few months now, it started as an innocent little thing but now Im drinking probably up to what? 8-9 large glasses of water a day.

If I even go 1 day without water I can’t think staright, all I can think is ‘water water water need water’

Once I start I can’t stop. Even after having one glass, later on in the day I’ll think ‘just one more glass of water won’t do any harm’ next thing I know Ive had around 8 glasses.

I am thinking about getting myself to rehab. The problem needs to be sorted, I want a life without water and Im willing to change. Im also going to look into going to one of those self help group things for addicts, where you meet up and talk about others who have the same drink problem.

The worst thing is I havn’t told my family about my drink problem yet. They have SEEN me drink water before and it didn’t seem to bother them. But they don’t know that Im drinking it every single day. They don’t know Im a waterholic.

Please help, how do I tell my family? I don’t know how they’ll react and Im a bit nervous.

Its would be good if anyone else who has had a water problem in their life could answer this, but anyone who can help just answer.

Thanks.

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Cluster B: The Histrionic Personality Disorder (HPD)
HPD Behavior:
The HPD behavioral style is charming, dramatic, expressive, demanding, self-indulgent…inconsiderate…easily excited, and intolerant of frustration, delay, and disappointment. The words and feelings they express appear shallow and simulated rather than real or deep.

These individuals can be quite effective in situations where a first impression is important and vague expression of ideas is preferred over precision. They are less effective where performance is measured by objective measures of competence, diligence, thoroughness, and depth. Acting, marketing, politics, and the arts are fields where individuals with HPD will do well and manage competition effectively.

The body, erotically or via illness, is often used by individuals with HPD to attract the attention of others. They will engage in inappropriately exaggerated smiles and continuous elaborate hand gestures…

Individuals with HPD…hide their true cognitive sterility and emotional poverty. HPD cognition is global, diffuse, and impressionistic; these individuals appear incapable of sustained intellectual concentration; they are distractable and suggestible. They avoid introspective thought.
…The[y] are prone to alcoholism and drug addiction and are quite adept at denying the related behaviors. They seek easy escape from pain, deny negative consequences, and fail to observe or accept responsibility for the impact of their behavior on others.
http://www.toad.net/~arcturus/dd/ddhome.htm From Our Desk

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